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Fluorochrome

by Sara Ayers

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1.
Why Ask Why 02:33
I always think of you as standing in the rain For no particular reason except that funny lik
2.
You had a feel about you, pent up tiger You had a look about you meant to frighten me But too much knowledge and far too certain All too knowing when you said to me You don't know what you say when you ask me to make the world go away Far too clever and never accepting the end or beginning of what we were doing then The hardest lesson I learned on my own and never admit it unless I am alone You don't know what you do when you break the heart of someone who's been true to you You should learn to feel like I do You should learn to love like I do Another place, another time I'll find a way to make you mine Thoughts long gone with old ideals New words to say we wanted envy We were so sure We never wondered Connecting dots You see me, I'm standing here She's calling, calling you One look back, one last photograph Calling, calling you Hardened edges, the distance softens them Unfocused figures that words can't touch I remember, it's so familiar Connecting dots She looks at you and your words fall in pieces And you want to laugh it off but she knows your secrets And mountains may fall but you know she'll be with you And you have a picture of what it could be like
3.
You flip coin, you toss the dice and then you take your chances Connected unexpected events occur at random Accident or error could make your dream come true Why? Closed system, energy remains constant Constantly awaiting and constantly surprised Wake me up and tell me twice, activate, change my life Why? To love is to live
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A lonely huntress looking for a game It's a jungle out there; I suspect it's all the same One touch or another, another body falls Another little murder within her walls Visual purple, the predator sleeps I reach but I can't find you in the dark Your touch has left it's mark I find you by the beating of your heart A shrugging of his shoulders and a chaste or morbid kiss It's such a little death with your name on her lips With his name on her arrow, you've no choice but you've bled Another little murder in the confines of her bed Stripping away armor, she strips away her skin The huntress finds that she's ready to begin again A child in the wild with no charted rules A pilgrim kneeling in the sainted vestibule
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In The Air 05:23
I look up to the sky every time an airplane passed by I should have learned by now, I should have learned how How not to listen, not to worry and never, never wonder why One if by land, two if by sea but I wasn't prepared for the air Two in a perfect pair, the hand inside the glove But we're only being wise and we're only being kind When we hurt the one we say we love Your thoughts are hanging before me, your words In the air I breathe Electric silence, sing to me In the air I breathe Hold me now, I had a dream Finger on a trigger, one second to scream A moment before midnight The last sigh we breathe Our words become weapons Our thoughts become a scream And with such fear, delicious fear As we can imagine, as we dare to dream I hear a siren in the distance But I don't listen anymore And if I think of it, and we've loved and we've lived But what have we done and what was it for
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Returning 05:49
You and me, we're two of a kind Always so startled again to find We haven't changed the whole time Looking for answers, looking for clues I was always me and you were always you My dreams have been talking Messages only for me The more that things change, the more they stay the same Always returning, as if living day to day Not a one can be blamed for walking away You and me, we're two of a kind By the skin of our teeth after all this time But methods and reactions are all in our minds Always returning, time after time Hold me in your arms, keep my feet from touching the ground As the world races by round and round and round Take my hand and promise your world, when mine is falling down Look into my eyes and speak to me without a single sound
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Fluorochrome 02:21
The word I say only to you Life Heartbeat, a breathless glow in the dark One touch, one word No bridge, no ship, no parachute I cut a piece of you For my slides, slice of life. Stray spark, electron, pulsing dark You've been staring at the sun so long Now you're blind to what's before your eyes One touch Stray spark No bridge, no ship, no parachute No contact
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I was nervous, I was lost I was young, I was eager, I was overtaught Life is easy if you know what you want There was a match lit Spark spark sparkle in the air We didn't know what we were doing, we made the perfect pair Question become problems and they turn up everywhere I held court in my corner, you were laughing on the sidewalk As we upheld our reputations, the princess and the jack of hearts I was looking for direction and saw a shooting star Moments are elusive, like sand dunes by the sea You can try to put your finger on it, you can take it all too seriously But you can't go back to see It was science and a modern style of life My own fault, I'm sure But when you're drunk and running on and smashing glasses at your door Remember me.
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Without a doubt too many times Wishing hard or wishful thinking I made a wish I thought of you Too many dreams All kinds of dream Animal dreams are haunting me Open my eyes I think of you Hidden smiles and hidden heartbeats But feeling so immediate The words are hanging in the air You're dreaming of someone who's dreaming of you And you cry out in your sleep Your dreams can you too far away Someday I'll have a house with broken windows A haunted house And you can come and see me In my house

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A reissue of the 1985 cassette-only album, with bonus tracks.

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released August 16, 2018

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Sara Ayers Albany, New York

"This is music to conjure lofty dreams of perfect love, to tell trans-galactic science-fiction epics, to examine the inside of a grain of sand." -- Michael Hochanadel, The Schenectady Gazette

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